I want to run away so bad? i need advice!?

i'm 15 and ugly, obese, and i have no future.





i'm 5'11 and 220 lbs. everytime i try to diet, it doesn't work. my thighs are so big that theres no hope.





my parents can't stand me. just today my father told me not to talk to him ever again. he constantly does things like this to me. i can't stay mad at him though, because i love him so much. i cry almost everyday because of the shi+ he says to me. i'm tired of being so independent. i look at my cousins and i get so jealous that i don't have parents that genuinely care for me.





i do so-so in school. the profession i want to enter isn't promising. i'm not good at anything. no one likes me. i've never had a steady best friend or been kissed.





is there any hope for my life whatsoever? i feel so indifferent right now. i don't even have the energy to cry. i kinda just wanna sit and not do anything..





any advice?I want to run away so bad? i need advice!?
My advice is to NOT runaway. Just focus on the future. Plan a successful career you want to have and work hard in school because it will seriously pay off one day. I promise things will get better. People who have harder childhoods usually end up with the better future it's true just look around


best of luck to you sweetieI want to run away so bad? i need advice!?
ok DONT runaway


work hard in school and dont give crap about any of those people and if you have good grades and get a good job you can eventually move out of you house


and also work out and eat healthy and whenever you feel like its not working just keep looking toward the future and just remember YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL and when you have your high school reunion and you come back successful and beautiful watch everybody stare and wish they were you
be yourself.





start eating healthier, and exercising more.





your parents... well, you might need a third person to kind of moderate for you guys.


sit down with them (and the third person) and just TALK. Get your feelings out.





It doesn't matter whether you're fat or skinny.


this sounds really cliche, but it's the inside that counts.





i'm not going to say looks don't matter, but i care more about personalities in people than i do how they look.
i wish you knew how many people out there are just like you and sick of there lives. Everyone in my life is depressed right now and it brings me down too. 220lbs is not a lot for 5'11. My ex was about 5/9 and 205lbs. You need to be more confident in yourself. Concentrate on yourself. Focus on school or work, set goals and accomplish them. Good luck :)
I wish I could say something that would make everything better but the truth is being overweight is no fun and even more so when your family treats you badly. Luckily your tall and that will definitely help, I am 5'4 and weigh more than you do. You do have a future, you can lose the weight! Things could always be worse than they are so just remember if all you are battling is weight then you are lucky because that can be changed! If you need someone to talk to don't hesitate to email me wwatkins13@yahoo.com. I certainly know the trials and tribulations of being overweight.